just like in the movies

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 14:06:42 GMT

i gots my nosie pierced! it makes me happy.
: D

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 22:00:15 GMT

my live journal doesnt exist anymore. buut i figured id post some photos that i never got around to.

HAWAII 06

CHINCOTEAGUE 06

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 14:16:57 GMT

so my phones gone. but for the time being i basically stole daras.

973.519.1815

camp warwick oct 18-20 with 2wi and melissa! exited! i think theyre still looking for another boy. so far its eric van zevabugga and steve smith.

also my bed finally came in. so nice.

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 14:46:06 GMT

1- health (kilday)

2- family (braca)

3- ap calc (fiorillo)

4- french 5 h (kadela)

5- tv 3 (randal)

6- ap stat (reynolds)

7- lunch

8- tv 4 (randal)

9- english (cielusniak)

thats kinda cute that the last time i updated was exactly one month ago.

PS:
this summer was pretty awsome.
i love staring at the stars.
and staying out till morning.
and being crazy.
<3

lotsa pictures...

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 17:37:57 GMT

garden

beach

kitty

LOL- i never uploaded these.

Tue, 16 May 2006 21:38:45 GMT

cecile inspired me to update. so anyways, cecile and i are going to prom. we have to film for video yearbook. its gonna be lots of fun. eee! im exited.

i should be reading angelas ashes right now, but i have like 150 pages to read by tomorrow, and im contemplating giving up. although i guess the more i read the better.

the two colleges im thinking about are tcnj, and rowan university. and i looked them up, and i think i could easily get into them. the verbal and math scores for SATs are like in the 500s to 600s.

alex imed me the last night, and it was crazy. lol.

riding saturday was really nice. we had a jumping lesson, and i rode nickey for the first time in forever. i dunno how high we jumped really but it was wonderful.

oh and that night, wanye hills diner charged me like 2 dollars extra to get cream cheese on my cinnamon toast. wtf.

i think im done now. peace out kids. <3

Fri, 05 May 2006 23:27:28 GMT

today was nice. after school i got to hang out with sam and be happy. then he went to band practice. then my parents stopped existing, and wouldnt pick up the phone, so he and i went to pick her up from the washington trip. they just got homw now, and like didnt even say sorry to dara for not picking her up, or thank you to me and sam for picking her up. they just came in like oh well dara i called you to see what time you had to be picked up. grrr. i hate them. so dumb! like she didnt answer her phone once. sams at band practice again. i want to go out. hopefully hell be done soon. i wish i was allowed at band practice. mary needed me to baby sit tomorrow, but i have oxbow, which sucks because i really need the money. grr. im in a bad mood.

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 15:21:10 GMT

i dont think my mom is acctually going to go through with this, but her new idea of being a good mom is to kick me out of the house. becuase apparently she 'hates me and doesnt want to deal with all the problems i bring' wtf. because i bring soo many unbearable problems. like its not my fault she cant handle taking birth control properly, and had a kid. no wait 2 kids. wow. good job. like im a really good kid, shes just an incompetant parent/ person. but what ever happens im getting a job, and working full time in the summer, so i can start saving money to move out. so that way, by the time im in college, i can leave and not come back, and not have to deal with her bi polar shit all the time.

also i bleached my hair again with hxc bleach and it worked so now im gonna re do the purple, and then lighten it a bit if neccesary. i also cut my bangs, which im angry about, because they always look like shit after i cut them, so i should have just left them long. but i always cut them anyway.

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 16:31:12 GMT

so friday and saturday i was 'grounded'. but friday jenna came over and we watched Happy Endings. then dan picked her up, and sam came over and we watched The Transporter 2. then saturday, i was at oxbow all day, my lesson was ok, kye reared a few times but other then that it was ok. i got ohme and lightened my hair again, then put in the purple. well basically i wasted my time. because i either didnt bleach my hair enough, or the purple is too dark, but it looks the same. but i did manage to dye my hands purple when i was washing it out of my hair. it seems so much more purple on my hands. if anyone knows, should i try again and bleach it very light before i use the purple again?( i bleached it to like a redy orange color) or should i get a lighter purple dye? or both? anyways, then sam cam over and we watched silly tv, and slept. happy. im making apple pancakes with cinnamon and brown sugar right now. yum! ^_^ also, delias tomorrow! yay!

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 22:19:23 GMT

just got home. formal last night was acctually really enjoyable. like i expected to be mildly bored with it, and jump at the first chance to leave, but i could have stayed longer. so anyway, we left at like 10:30, and went to some really cute little comedy club in the city. our limo driver was an asshole, and really rude the whole time. he got lost for so long in the city. like we were so close, and he just had no clue. and like wouldnt listen to our directions. hahah at one point britt was about to pee herself, so her and mike just got out of the limo and were like well find it our selves. also he didnt speak english very well. also, he just turned his phone off, and wasnt there @ 2, when he said he was picking us up, and then said that it was our fault for not being there. like we had been trying to call him since 1:50, and paul was acctually outside @ 2, like smoking or something, and the limo was deff not there. but other then that, the comedy club was really funny. we ended up leaving around 2:45 ish. i think i put way too much money towards the bill. there was a 10 dollar min, and i put in 40 for sam and i. but what ever, i wanted to get out of there before the limo driver had another bitch attack. haha oh also i fogot, but i broke the cd player. haha, the cd wasnt going in, and so i just pushed harder, and it turns out there was another cd, in there already. what ever im smart. then 2wi bogert jenna dan and i slept at sams house. after everyone left, i just slept at sams house all day and watched cartoons.

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 22:13:20 GMT

new cell number. 973.519.1698

Sat, 04 Mar 2006 23:26:04 GMT

i just dont update anymore. but what ever yesterday was so redic. went to the mall for a bit with jenna, sam, and eric. then we some how met up with pat and caroline, and went to the dinner with them. i breathed in my milk shake a bit, and just died. also, i wasted my money. because i bought pancakes, but ate like one. then after, jenna couldnt go home yet, since dan didnt get out of work for another hour, so we were so rebel, and just went around wayne looking for parking lots, and big fields, so do silly fin stuff in. at one point we thought it was ok to drive around on the olv field in front of the nuns house, like right on valley road basically. hahaha. "hey. by fallon, theres a big hill, and we can go sledding with the car." lol. so rebel.

then today was oxbow. kye was so bad at first, and just took of, and bucked and acted like a brat. but after a bit, he was so good, and i ended up having and amazing lesson. then before work, we got in a huge snowball fight on the hill by taras house. omg dsjndsjkds as i was leaving, tara pulled in!!!!!! omg. haha we saw her pulling in, and dara, my mom and i just started going crazy. also, i feel really bad, becuase sam was at mountain creek w. eric, which is right next to oxbow, and i was like oh maybe you could give me a ride home, but i didnt realize we made like acctual plans, and sam waited for like an hour (well he went out to eat but still) before he want home because he didnt want to leave me with out a ride.

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 14:35:54 GMT

friday went to the hockey game with everyone. haha we lost horribly, but it turns out that i acctually like watching hockey a lot. hahaha jenna assumed it would be warm in the ICE rink. after, we went to the dinner, and saw casey and paul. that was pretty funny.

saturday i was gonne ride charlie, but we were doing no reins work, and marion was like let him gallop around if he wants to. so like after a few times around, he trips and falls a bit, and some how i end up on his neck. haha. i was acctually just laying on his neck, and he gets up and continues running around. haha it took me a bit to acctually jump off because my leg was under the saddle. over all that was really funny. so then for the rest of the lesson, i rode macaroni, and he was cute and good.

yesterday it was sunny out so i thought it would be a good idea to go to a park. haha we couldnt find my favorite one, so we went to this gettoh one sam loves for some reason. haha was stayed for like 20 mins, got hypothermia, then left. but after church my mom showed me how to get to the really awsome one, so as soon as it gets warm im dragging everyone there. omg. also i saw pats parents at church. lol. im not sure if she was waving at me or the lady next to me, but then by the time i realized she was prolly waving to me, she had already turned around.

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 22:57:19 GMT

i love my life. valentines day was cute. today was cute. my life is fucking cute. be jealous.

oh yeah. im an isolationist. well sam and i are. and that prolly needs to be fixed. haha i like it. but its getting to the point of not being normal. i might go to the hockey game friday.

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 14:44:48 GMT

i love report cards. my marents didnt care that i came home late on friday, and i dont owe my mom money anymore, because report cards came in. cute.

oxbow was really fun yesterday. i rode charlie and it was really funny. also in the middle of cleaning the office, jess just came out of no where and was like "its all about the motion in the ocean" i cried. hahahhahaa.

sam stro, billy marota, and matt giodano were in a car accident. crazy stuff. they were going like 85 around a sharp corner. sam and billy got pretty badly hurt. i really dont know what made her think that would be ok to do, because i heard she was a good driver. i hate driving.

ugh. the snow is really kind of annoying. i get to sit home and not see anyone today. fun. i miss my sam.

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 17:31:12 GMT

i really dont like it when my moms all fake nice to me. today she picks me up, fucking 20 mins late from detention. all smilely and shit. like oh, you werent just yelling at me this morning, and i didnt just wait 30 mins for some one to pick me up. like i specifically said, theyre going to let me out early, so come before 12. by that i didnt mean after. i wanted to hang out with sam today. whorewhorewhorehowre. she was like, oh, your staying home? oh wait i forgot, your grouned. i hate her. there is acctually no reason for me to be grounded. shes such a whore. and then shes under the impression that i would want to spend time with her and go out to lunch. like yeah thats what i would LOVE to do mom. i was acctually like no. i dont want to go anywere with you. because i dont like you. at all. i hate being home. i miss sam.

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 03:30:16 GMT

yay! today was fun. after school i hung out with sam. he thought the blues brothers was a stupid movie. silly. then i got my hair cut then deliasdeliasdelias!! haha went with brittanie and jenna. i bought the camo skirt and a save the animals tee shirt. yay im happy.

no oxbow tomorrow for me. grr. fucking 3 hour saturday. lol jobbers thinks itll be like the breakfast club. what ever. i have some work i have to do anyway.

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 00:00:17 GMT

i need to get a job. so far my options are:

harmons

~~delias~~ only hiring during school hours.

limited too

fye

any other mall store basically

math tutor

regular baby sitting job

gah. i hate this looking for a job nonsense. i wish i could just baby sit more often. people need to go out more and care less about their children.

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 13:34:53 GMT

i feel so stiff and tired. but i cant sleep anymore. anyway. oxbow yesterday was really kinda crazy. we did pair work jumping. haha kyes life goal is it eat rosie. also, i hate my life. i always hear the little kids talking about boyfriends, and periods. and yesterday some one asked, i dont remeber who, but one of the older kids, what a boner was. i hate my life so much. anyway, after oxbow, went to ashlees house. haha showered and took a nap, then went to some random kids party. i made milkshakes. got home at like 12:30 or 1? i dunno, but im way to tired to exist.

yesterday was sam an i's one month. i havent seen him since forever. but he lwft me a cute message, and it made me happy.

jennas hormones are out of control. i need them to leave my body.

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 13:21:00 GMT

didnt get my hair cut last night. haha my appointment is for next week. so i went to delias with jennies. then after, pat picked us up and we hung out with him, dave, and sasha. i didnt know about those plans. i didnt really want to hang out with lots of people, but it turned out ok. jenna gave me her hormonal problems. not joking. i haha at one point i just got really sad, and i felt like pat kept doing things to annoy / be mean to me even though he prolly wasnt. and i just wanted a hug. but then i dunno, i felt better later into the night. LOL pat and sasha were like scheming ways for pat to not have to be in the car alone with me, like while i was in the car with them. but then pat was like what ever, never mind. like its been a month, and its not like hes sat in a corner alone the whole time, i think we should be ok, on the car ride home. oxbow today. yay! bye.

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 15:05:30 GMT

right now im waiting till 12, when everyone is done with school. i had lunch and forensics today, so no midterms today.

midterms have been pretty easy so far, physics and history. i think im at least guaranteed a B on both. i enjoy being in school for like 2 - 4 hours.

we didnt have to go in till 9:40 yesterday, so i cooked a huge breakfast for sam and i. that was fun. haha he had to go to the store like 3 times because my house doesnt own food.

watched flight plan and life aquatic yesterday. apparently life aquatic isnt that funny unless your high.

formal is coming up soon. yay! i want to find a nice short dress. were not getting a hotel after anymore, so after, were prolly just gonna wander around the city, then sleep at melissas or cheryls if her basement is finished. haha plans change like everyday.

im getting my hair cut today. not too much shorter though.

oh yeah, i signed up for blockbusters version of netflicks, so recomend me movies.

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 00:09:30 GMT

hm. friday sam decided not to go snowboarding which was amazing. went to paneras and stuff. haha there was a big party there. involving bunnies or something. today i went to oxbow for the first time in like a month and it was really nice. i rode kye. lalalallalalla. k bye.

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 03:21:09 GMT

this is crazy. billy brok his hip, and cant dance for life ever. so luke is teaching us again. grr. i feel really tired and disoriented. night.

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 13:59:52 GMT

my moms a fucking bitch. her fist response when i throw up is to glare and say, "are you pregnant?" and "i hope you know what your doing with your life." wtf? oh thanks for your concern. because theres no way im sick right? im going on the ski trip now because all my mom did last night was bitch, and i dont feel like causing another argument. i hope i throw up in the car. haha now since this is olnt gonna be my mom, dad, dara, and i, its gonna be redic. no ones even gonna pretend to be having a good time. well acctually dara will prolly have a good time. myabe ill go sleding with her or something. i really hate my mom. also, last night i was asking if we were even going, because dad had said we werent, and we were spost to leave last night if we were. and she would just not answer me and say something totally irrelevent and bitchy. gah. whatever. im listening to techno. and it makes me happy.

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 23:55:51 GMT

today was boring and really drawn out.

i was spost to have so much sam time today, and i was really happy, but then we ended up going to paneras for ever, then driving people home, which would have still been ok, but then my mom didnt remember an entire convo we had last night. so i acctually had like 30 mins. what ever.

haha, on the way to his house i was just bitching so much about everything i could think of. it felt nice.

formal is in a little more then 2 months. it seems like its a long time from now, but itll prolly come up really fast. im exited.

im leaving for a fucking skiing trip friday night. wtf. i hate the cold and skiing and snowboarding. i really just dont want to go. i dont knoe why my mom is forcing me to go. like i see asia all the time, i dont need to spend time trapped in a little house with them. im gonna leave early with my dad. prolly like sunday night. since he has work monday.

im acctually gonna help sam with math tomorrow.

oh yeah haha! there was a big cat fight right before lunch. jackie and i just sat on the table and watched. it was really kinda funny. mrs. braca passed by, was like "girls!", realized she woulndt be able to do anything, and just walked away.